She Speaks Her Mind...

Monday, July 21, 2008

u noe..i haven been a good friend.

i din bother to call and even sms my friends to update bout their lives..

i din even show any concern to friends who are feeling down..

i din bother to arrange a date to meet my once-so-closed friends even when i'm still so free..

i din attend my friends' convocations and gatherings..

i dont know what my friends like..

and i kept forgetting friends' bday recently...

and and.......i miss them badly..

*sigh* ....i'm such a bad friend...

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Monday, July 21, 2008
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I'm craving for....

- Cakes.......my oreo cake from TCC has disappeared...forever.......
but i dun mind brownie from coffee bean! Strawberry shortcakes from Bakerzin! La royale from Canale!
- Waffle Ice cream
- and Durians! (i juz had it yesterday :D)

and more..........

But first...can i have my cake?

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

People always learn to treasure only when things happen.

And i'm one of them.

Things that belongs to you have always been there till you've unknowingly taken it for granted. Its only when they're about to disappear that you realise..all this while you needed them to move on..and how important they actually meant to you..

Sweet-devilz was once in a confused state..thinking bout lots of 'if only'...

If only...she can do this...

If only...she has this...

Yet in reality, there's no 'if only'..its all about now.

Whatever one has now may not appear to be the same as tomorrow.
As the saying goes, 'The only constant is change'. Indeed, things can change the next moment without one realising it..

When things are gone, people starts saying, "if only i could turn back time..i would've......"

Then again, why didn't you do it when u were given the time?

Silly, crazy tiny sweet-devilz, what was i thinking?

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
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Saturday, July 05, 2008

Mj yesterday with Chongz, Chorz, and Victor..They decorated this while i was away...

Its an.........apple....-.-!!

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My last day @ work..took photos with some of my precious colleagues.

Lay Khim, my "mama", she takes really good care of me~Its great to be able to work under her supervision :)

My messy desk with files piling up like a mountain!!

Auntie Jane..u wanna take picture with me not?!

In e end, i won!

My beloved peifen~love her to bits!

Boss' BMW...took while he wasn't ard..shhhhh..

Yayaya..so wad's so interesting bout allweiler pumps?

With zar chi and ma sha~

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Remember i mentioned bout making sushi during lunch in office? Yup~it was realli fun! I took pics using my hp and the lens was alittle dirty, that's why the pics are blur..

Cris making her "chao fan" sushi..it was a big failure...

My sushi! haha..small and tiny..

There..the results..

Peifen! she's gonna kill me for uploading this~

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TCC with Chongz, Clemen & Xuanz last Wednesday.

Calming Spirit, thats wad i needed

Chongz

Clemen

Xuan and i...god..i looked so tired..

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Wala on tuesday. I forgot to bring my digital camera that day..so only took a few with my hp.

My $7.50 "zapple"

Eh heh...Handson Chonglin leh!

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Bakerzin's Hot Chocolate Cake.

Strawberry Shortcake.

Cakes always brightens my day! :)

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Celebrated Xuan's bday on the 22nd June for Paintball games.

The guys so happy on the lorry.

Chongz acting like the instructor :P

Me..trying to act cute..heh..

Chor with his bruises..so poor thing!

Supper time!

And finally.......

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Saturday, July 05, 2008
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Thursday, July 03, 2008

Lost. All of a Sudden.

Not sure bout the future, the relationship, the people, the place and the world.

People goes through stages of life:

Kids -> School -> School -> School -> Work -> Career -> Relationships -> Get Married -> Have Kids -> Grow Old -> Retire -> Die

Some followed all, but some don't. But of cos, everyone dies eventually..

I wonder how people can put so much commitments in things they do, in regards to studies, work and even relationships.

Why people can be so determined to study for 4 to 7 years for a degree or even master, work in a company for 10 to 20 years doing the same thing, being in a relationship for 7 to 10 years and eventually get married, and still able to love each other till they grow old.

So how commited or determined am i?

I've been wondering...is life being too good for me till...probably experiencing some setbacks may brighten up stages of MY life..

I'm crazy, isn't it?

Haven been myself for the past few days..I laughed out loud with my friends and colleagues..I still play, talk and enjoy..but strange..i seem to have another side of me who's actually not as happy.

My mood = Unsure. Neither happy nor sad..the me, now, just wants to be alone. Not to commit suicide or bring myself into depression state..but to be alone to think about how i gonna place my footprints to the future of June's life..

My boss asked, "so what's ur plans after u graduate?"

Me: "Honestly, i still dunno yet..."

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Thursday, July 03, 2008
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

After one & a half months, first time i ever blogged in office. although i did that alot when i was a perm staff here..wahahah..

My last day's gonna be this friday..probably the last time i'm working here cos i'm gonna graduate soon and by then..time for my 'career'. Will miss all of them cos they've always been taking lotsa care for me. Driving me on and off work, buying/preparing breakfast, bringing me to places with good food during lunch, etc~And and and..this thursday we gonna make sushi for lunch! so fun!

School's starting next week..that's e sian-est thing ever..the tot of projects, group discussions, late nights, morning classes(including saturday classes!!!), mugging during exams..booo hoo hoo~~

Yea..its gonna end soon..wad's gonna happen next i wont want to think about it yet..at least for now..

Darl passed his exams! *phew* now he's concentrating on his FYP, hope he'll be able to graduate same time as me. well..he's now in ICT for 6 days. Its a damn waste of time..1 week period, so many other things he can do~seriously...his unit sux!

So bored..they're having staff meeting now..and i'm all alone in the room. i'm thinking of what to do while darl's away..

sometimes i just love traveling around alone. Taking the train alone, listening to my mp3s..going to book stores, libraries, doing window-shopping...i wanna get some books to read!

All my beloved sec sch pals =D

22 Jun: gatherings + belated bday celebration for xuan at Orchid Country Club for Paintball game.
I dun hav the rest of the pictures with me now. will upload soon~

Gonna meet some of them to Wala tonight! -.-\/

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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