She Speaks Her Mind...

Friday, December 21, 2007

I attended a dinner with a group of people on one occasion.

When i sat down, i saw an unwelcomed 'black' face which kinda annoys me. There was grumbles and interruptions at any and every single issues as though the person knows and is in control of everything. I heard bad sarcastic comments about surrounding people, probably even myself was also commented. Suggestions given were not of any better too.

I wanted to roll my eyes and argue back but instead i forced a real fake smile with agreement to whatever was said. ya noe, faking a smile is worse than controlling your pee?!

I wished i didnt treat ***** as a....hmmm.. friend? Else, my straight-forward character would've gotten myself into deep trouble.

I always love to put myself at different positions, in different people's shoes to look at different situations as well as the different ways of handling these situations. That's why sometimes no matter how i disagree with people in my heart, i still prefer to stand neutral on the outside..

I try to understand the inner character built in a person since he/she was born, the way a person's thinkings and reactions would be towards something. In a way, it convinced myself of the saying "to each has its own" or maybe "one man's meat is another man's poison" which also equivalents to respecting and accepting one's opinion. In another way, it helps in the reduction of hatred towards someone.

Through my observations, I realised 'an overly-confident person can turn into an arrogant person'. An arrogant person will never accept mistakes, failures and disagreements from others. An arrogant person thinks only of themselves and not other people's feelings during decision-making time.

How do you see a person as capable?
1. Just by the amount of assets in their hands?
2. By the way a high-standing position person talks to people without air?

I see the first but not the second in that person, that's why people around feels a sense of pressure during most of the conversations. That's why talking to that person ANNOYS people, especially me!

I must admit my hatred increases each time I see this person. Avoidance is what i always do; 'Can dont see then dont see, can dont meet then dont meet!'

If only there is an existence of an ability to see oneself as others see you.. Because only then would you learn to know yourself and change to the better.

She Wrote What She Felt At
Friday, December 21, 2007
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

*Cooling december, joyous X'mas mood*

Preparations for Christmas - Shopping therapy this weekend for ourselves (darl n I) as well as gifts for exchanging.

Enjoying my favourite brownie from Coffee Bean at Wheelocks' Place, admiring the lightings and displays along the streets of Orchard; Cool weather, great music, with my sweet lover.

I love my Christmas 2007. =)

She Wrote What She Felt At
Sunday, December 16, 2007
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Thursday, December 06, 2007

Started work last thursday~so far so good, even though i have many files to sort and scan but its own time own target. My colleagues are still the same, probably a few left the company and a few juz joined not long.

The thing i love about working in this company is that it felt like you are working at home with your family, everyone's so cheerful and funny no matter how stress and heavy their workload are. Every morning we'll have uncle Derek to fetch us to work from jp, lunch will have mingfook to drive us far way out of tuas and after work, there'll be either peifen or mingfook to drive us back to jp. Save up alot on the transport! :X

Everyday i'll recieve different motherly love from aunties like Jane, Jecy and Laykhim or even the cleaner auntie who lend me korean dvds to watch. Lol. And morning jokes from Chan Fong in msn. Not to forget that irritating Andrew Tan aka Durian Tan Ang Gu who loves to disturb me. I know my presence has added more liveliness to the office because they have one more person to bully!! zzz...

Last few days, we had food like durians and bak kut teh for lunch when the bosses were not around! Haha..thats why i enjoyed working there..only for temporary..because i know the stress level there, its freaking high~i wont be able to take it i guess..

I requested off today as i had to go back SIM for enrolment. I got my results and am very satisfied cos i was expecting lesser that what i've actually got.

Seriously, i dunno what's wrong with the school's (You may say its SIM or RMIT or even both!) systems or process or whatever you call that, its freaking cock up! The main issue was that many of my friends or schoolmates failed more than 1 module and its merely by 5marks, meaning they got 45/100.

Almost all of them!

Great, What is this?

Today's enrolment added more worries to them because they may not be able to graduate with us a year later as some modules may have to be lapsed.

So the school's in need of investors or what? Freaking shit!

The only hope is for their appeal to be successful so they will not have to retake the whole module again.

Anyway, cant wait to take my license card because now its in paper form..hopefully they'll come within the next few days!

At last, i got to drive around last weekend, only nearby places with either darl or dad beside me. Wah..i really hate to drive when my dad's around..he's SUPER noisy..lol. even my brother says so!

i'm sure all ladies agree with this..they hate to drive with experienced male drivers beside them. Nag and nag and nag~chao si ren!! i know how careless and scary female drivers can be...but.....must give them time ma~nag so much..no wonder they cannot drive well. :X hehe..

Better not say so much, there're male readers in my blog..shall stop here!

She Wrote What She Felt At
Thursday, December 06, 2007
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