She Speaks Her Mind...

Friday, December 21, 2007

I attended a dinner with a group of people on one occasion.

When i sat down, i saw an unwelcomed 'black' face which kinda annoys me. There was grumbles and interruptions at any and every single issues as though the person knows and is in control of everything. I heard bad sarcastic comments about surrounding people, probably even myself was also commented. Suggestions given were not of any better too.

I wanted to roll my eyes and argue back but instead i forced a real fake smile with agreement to whatever was said. ya noe, faking a smile is worse than controlling your pee?!

I wished i didnt treat ***** as a....hmmm.. friend? Else, my straight-forward character would've gotten myself into deep trouble.

I always love to put myself at different positions, in different people's shoes to look at different situations as well as the different ways of handling these situations. That's why sometimes no matter how i disagree with people in my heart, i still prefer to stand neutral on the outside..

I try to understand the inner character built in a person since he/she was born, the way a person's thinkings and reactions would be towards something. In a way, it convinced myself of the saying "to each has its own" or maybe "one man's meat is another man's poison" which also equivalents to respecting and accepting one's opinion. In another way, it helps in the reduction of hatred towards someone.

Through my observations, I realised 'an overly-confident person can turn into an arrogant person'. An arrogant person will never accept mistakes, failures and disagreements from others. An arrogant person thinks only of themselves and not other people's feelings during decision-making time.

How do you see a person as capable?
1. Just by the amount of assets in their hands?
2. By the way a high-standing position person talks to people without air?

I see the first but not the second in that person, that's why people around feels a sense of pressure during most of the conversations. That's why talking to that person ANNOYS people, especially me!

I must admit my hatred increases each time I see this person. Avoidance is what i always do; 'Can dont see then dont see, can dont meet then dont meet!'

If only there is an existence of an ability to see oneself as others see you.. Because only then would you learn to know yourself and change to the better.

She Wrote What She Felt At
Friday, December 21, 2007

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