She Speaks Her Mind...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Last night i had a super scary + sad dream..

it felt so real..as though it was happening to me now..in reality..

i tried so hard, struggling to wake up to realise everything was just a dream.

i woke up feeling guilty that why did i have such a dream?when i looked at the time, it was only 5am in the morning..i tried to get back to sleep still holding on the fear in me..

the fear of losing someone precious..the fear of not being able to tell the person how much he/she meant to you before he/she leaves you..and i mean forever.....

in that dream, i felt lonely and sad..i tried many ways to tell myself to be stronger..i wanted to cry but i controlled and i tried not to think negatively..

its so strange how u can actually control the emotions in your dreams at times..does it mean the You in your dreams is the You in reality?

Are some dreams meant to be hints in reality?

Or are they actually controlled by your own brains?

ha..i guessed i just need to sleep early, have plentiful plentiful and more plentiful of rest..

i make sure i curse and swear if i ever have this dream again..its scaring the freaking hell out of me~oh my god! i ought to be shot! serious..

i'm not gonna type out the actual dream cause its too sinful already..everyone will screw me up too. =X

And strangely..that dream is made up of many funny funny people too..there're even my secondary school friends whom i haven contact for a long time and places i've nv been to in reality before! 0.o?? hur??

oh my.....i need sleeping pill pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.....or pills that can stop me from dreaming...

She Wrote What She Felt At
Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Comments:

eh, if u dreamt someone died. it usually links up with a good news coming up soon!

only be scared if u dream of marriage n stuff, thats when the bad stuff come in.

rem i kept dreaming of shafik dieing b4 the whole wedding talk? its like that. i know how it feels during the dream. i felt like dieing. i felt like shit.

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Kamilah : 2:40 AM