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Monday, January 05, 2009

How to hold back your tears after a quarrel?

Go take a walk by yourself..

Go and shop, buy things that you like especially those that u usually have to consider much before buying.

but of cos, don’t overspend.

That day, I only spent like 40 bucks, buying cds and books and accessories and I’m happy!

While doing so, I’ve actually forgotten that I wanted to cry.

But unintentionally, I made them worried..they thought I was lost..I forgot to bring my hp n it was 7+ 8pm with a lot blackies around that area..

Sigh* felt bad..

Well, every couple faces problems, not to mention us.

Our major problem lies in the external factors. This thing has been going on since we got together like 3 years back.

That night, we were practically shouting at each other..and its like after so long since our last major quarrels..

The only thing to solve our problem is compromise. If one party isn’t willing to, then the relationship is juz not going to work out. The reason that we could last till now is becos we love each other a lot and we’re willing to compromise. Perhaps either party just did not try enough or due to the lack of communications, there were misunderstandings and unhappiness still.

I was very hurt, becos I felt I tried hard and did my best, but in turn what I’ve got back were disappointments. I told myself before that no matter how much I love a person, if he doesn’t want to compromise to certain things that are deemed important to me, we cannot be together.

I want no fame, wealth, cars or big houses..I just need simple happiness.

To me, the word ‘Promise’ doesn’t exist in a couple’s dictionary. It was never taken into serious account whenever this word was used on me. Because all human beings are the same, they can never change, they can only improve. We don’t do it for people, we do it for ourselves. It’s whether deep down in your heart, how willing are you?

When others are happy, you’ll be happy. When others are unhappy but you’re happy, will you really be happy? (Am I not talking sense?)

That night ended with an apology.

I realize as one grows up, the point of focus has changed. Love is not everything anymore. Looking forward is the motivation towards life and future. Love aside, I am still jobless. Where do I get the time to ponder about who is the right guy for me?

Besides, my darl is the right guy for me. He loves me a lot and he has done a lot for me, except for that external factor.

This problem will always exist, its only whether we wanna reduce it into a minor problem of ours.

She Wrote What She Felt At
Monday, January 05, 2009

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