She Speaks Her Mind...

Monday, January 28, 2008

tEuSp + SpTuE / PsUtE * EpTuS == uPsEt

The worse thing that can ever happen to me is not being able to be myself in front of others.

I can laugh at the stupidest joke, I can accept the shittest criticism, I can give the most fake compliments, ultimately all i asked for is only acceptance.

Looking at the situations, it doesn't seem that I've done anything about it and even if i did, it was rejected, still.

With just one word 'noitidart' and *plank*, all my efforts are gone...

I dont understand, i really dont......
how difficult it is to put aside this word for a short period of time, for my sake; my sincerity and effort.

The more i try to understand, the more confused i am. The things you allow and dis-allow doesn't makes sense at times.

I felt dejected.

The huge disappointment deep down within me, can you ever feel it?

I give up, i dont wish to care anymore..i dont wish to be affected by anything that's got to do with this sensitive issue of mine.

If things are this way, so be it.

I am who i am. If u can feel it, u feel it.

She Wrote What She Felt At
Monday, January 28, 2008

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