She Speaks Her Mind...

Friday, August 17, 2007

Rather moody..

i'm someone whose emotion can be easily influenced by people who are close to me. whenever i know that someone is feeling upset or hurt, it somehow affects me alittle. It pains me to see people i know crying and looking so helpless..

People always say relationship is something that can never be differentiated between right and wrong.

HE can tell me one story and the next moment, its HER turn to tell me another story. Of cos, these 2 stories can never be linked together as each story usually benefits the party themselves.

So who should i believe?

This is a question a middle person will usually ask themselves..but then again..who am i in the position to judge? As an outsider, i can never do so. Thus only the parties involved will know the truth..

This matter was already a month ago, she still couldn't bring herself to accept it and is still terribly upset. My heart sank when she broke down after telling me her side of the story. She's one who hardly cries, but the moment her voice went shaky and she started tearing, i nearly cried as it pains me to see her like that.

She even did foolish things to herself even though she knew it was wrong, upsetting her parents and friends - people who cares alot for her.

It shocks me after hearing what she said, in fact i was rather disappointed in him. Am not interpreting what i heard to create a perception on him, but more on what actually shld be done by him to prevent all these hurts and perhaps clear the misunderstandings.

Yes, misunderstandings! The shitty word that causes conflicts, hatreds, anger and hurt to people.

I couldn't comment much except to be her listening ear because 'both side of my hands are flesh', both are close to me. hmm...can someone give me a better phrase to describe?

Somehow the whole matter confuses everybody. He was once hurt by her, and now she is hurt by him. Was it out of revenge? or was it unintentional? Nobody knows..

'What goes around comes around', i finally understood the meaning of this phrase.

*sigh* Can only hope that time will heal her wounds completely and that she can find her happiness soon..

Right now, what's done can never be undone.

Seriously i'm feeling physically and mentally tired, been busy with projects n projects n projects!Excluding 8 hours or less of koon-ing session, i spent most of my time with my uni-mates on project discussions except weekends la! hehe..

I know i'm not a robot, i shldn't carry so much burden with me..in regards to relationship, friendships, school projects, emotion handlings, etc. All i hope for is everyone to be happy..sometimes i wish things will happen to me instead of others so i'll feel better..

Silly huh? Dont worry people..i'm not that WEI DA(great) as to worry for everyone and everything..i've learnt to let go..i know things can never go smoothly under my control..

so 'Just Let It Be'..that's what darl always tell me..

Time to rest my freaking tired body. Will definitely update my bday celebrations VERY soon, i SWEAR. Am so very the excited to share in my blog~so just sit back and wait! =)

She Wrote What She Felt At
Friday, August 17, 2007

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