She Speaks Her Mind...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Everyone enjoyed your new year? i guess so...

The year 2007 : it wasn't a good start for me..not talking bout the countdown but all the unhappy things that has happened around me..

recently i felt accused..felt being misunderstood..

people are making assumptions..having misunderstandings against me..

people did not understand the whole situation and come to the conclusion that i'm the 'control freak'!

At times events or things just occur at the last minute..its not within my control..but people thought that i'm controlling the whole situation..making sure that things are going my way..as i pleased.

i manage to take it easy though..just kinda upset that how did our relationship turn out this way..

i cant blame them for thinking this way, becos whatever they see is juz merely the surface. there's not a need to clarify too..becos i believe time will prove everything..

i'm not wrong..neither was i totally right..in the end is their impression of me that matters..

really felt so pathetic at times..why do i have to face all this shit..

Why is it that people are so selfish?

why is it that they only think for themselves?

All bad things came at one go last few days:
-there were some misunderstandings between me and.....
-my mum was robbed at KL when attending my cousin's bday, fortunately she managed to snatch back her bag but her foot was injured.
-parents quarreled becos of the KL trip
-darl's dad's lorry broke down last night at my house after sending me home
-on the same night, his grandpa passed away :'(

All i wanted to do was to show concern..
Yet to you, i seemed to be more of a hinder..
It hurts to recieve that kind of treatment from you..
So selfish of you thinking that u're the only one who's upset..
i'm a human..not a wood or a stone..i have feelings too..
Please spare that little thought for me when u wanna treat me this way..
Even though he's not related to me..at least i respected him..
I'm upset as well..
How can you be so heartless as to leave me crying to myself..
I dont need your attention at this point of time..
but at least talk to me in a better tone..

F*ck!

She Wrote What She Felt At
Wednesday, January 03, 2007

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