She Speaks Her Mind...

Sunday, November 12, 2006

It's time...

time to know everything...everything that's been hidden inside during the whole journey..

i'm depressed..terribly depressed..

am tired..terribly tired...

i made myself tired..i caused myself to go this way...

i'm at fault..at fault..

totally at fault..

Fingers are pointing at me..telling me that i'm wrong..

i need someone to talk to..who wanna hear me out?

None.

i wished i'm not like that...but fact is...i am..

i wished i didn't behave this way...fact is..i did..

i wished this is the end...fact is...NO..life's still has to go on..

i dont know when will this ever stop..is it that in the first place everything shouldn't have started?

i need to change..i tried..and i did..

but results are not obvious enough..

i'm still the OLD me..

nothing has changed..i spoiled everything..

i felt hurt..

i was accused...

but it wasn't important..

in the end its still my fault..

can anyone tell me what should i do at this point of time?

was i wrong at the start?

and was i worse at the end?

should i ask for less...

or should i not ask for anything at all?

is it time to let go?

let go of everything that's important to me..

if my sufferings were to exchange for one's happiness...

i'm willing to do so...

words can stab one's heart so deep..till i dont know how am i gonna continue...

She Wrote What She Felt At
Sunday, November 12, 2006

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