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Friday, September 15, 2006

HaPPinEsS

was chatting with chonglin in MSN..just crapping with him cos i'm super bored..vy vy bored now..at darl's house..he's bathing so i'm alone here in front of his laptop..

we happened to chat bout introducing opposite sex to each other..i wanna know handsome guys!!! anyway most of his guy frens are single..heh.. *wink*

i said that knowing more guys means i have more choices..more choices to choose the best guy who can provide me happiness..

he asked me what kinda happiness do i considered as happiness..

i juz typed without much thinking,

"someone who can crap with me..."
"someone who can tahan my crap...."
"someone who can allow me to be siao..."
"someone who can let me be stupid..."

although its all crap..but i realised the whole thing is about being able to accept who i really am..who i really wan to be...

at times when u set expectations for urself in order to let people have a better impression of u...u slowly turn into someone not totally yourself anymore..

you looked into the mirror to see the same old reflection of yourself but not the usual smile that comes deep down from your heart..

thats when you started asking yourself.. is this really what you deserve?

She Wrote What She Felt At
Friday, September 15, 2006

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